Can't Take My Eyes-Andy Williams

You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
So darling feel like I feel
And I don't have to know if it's real
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you

I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found you stay
So let me love you baby
Let me love you

You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you

I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found you stay
So let me love you baby
Let me love you

Can't Smile Without You-Barry Manilow

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brighten my day
Who would of believed that you where part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

can i have this dance?

Take my hand
Take a breath
Pull me close
And take one step
Keep your eyes
Locked on mine
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me)
That you'll never forget (We'll keep dancing)
To keep dancing
Wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone Like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way We do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can i have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Take my hand
I'll take the lead
And every turn
Will be safe with me
Don't be afraid
Afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart (Even a thousand miles can't keep us apart)
Cause my heart is where ever you are (Cause my heart is where ever you are)

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can i have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Oh,
No mountain's too high
And no ocean's too wide
Cause together or not
Our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe
That we were meant to be,
Yeah,

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you (Like you)
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We (Way we do) do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?

P.S : If we're still together..

Sebenarnya sih ini mau di posting kemaren pas tanggal 30 Juli.. Tapi yasudah lah sengaja gw lewatin sehari.. Gak papa kan ya? :) Seenggaknya buat sedikit kenangan aja kok..

P.S : If we're still together.. So, yesterday, on July 30th 2011.. I wanna say..

For my doc only :)

CUPCAKES

Daritadi iseng ga ada kerjaan, jadinya nyari-nyari gambar cupcakes deh.. Terus jadi kepengen bikin cupcakes -_______- haha tapi pasti bakalan bikin cupcakes suatu saat kalo udah beli oven :P Ini dia nih beberapa gambar yang unyu bangeeettttt >.<

 

LUCU BANGEEETTTTTT >.< aku mau aku mau aku mau haha 

tertarik untuk bikin cupcake setelah liat gambar di atas? Gw jugaaa haha :P

BATTERY? YES YES YES! :D

Waaaaaa akhirnya sampe di rumah! :)

Setelah belajar dan bersenang-senang bareng MAPLEholics selama 3 hari 2 malam di Villa Bella Puncak, akhirnya bisa nulis lagi di blog ini :D

Seneeennngggggg banget bisa ikutan TFT kali ini ^.^ banyak banget belajar dan dapet pengalaman hal baru soal pelatihan :) Semoga apa yang didapet bisa bermanfaat untuk selanjutnya xD

Oia satu hal yang unik kalo ada acara MAPLE adalah apa yang disebut LOVE NOTES.. Jadi kita akan nulis pesen untuk temen-temen kita terus dimasukkin ke amplop baru deh amplopnya dikasih ke orangnya masing-masing.. Nah gw dapet 30 love notes XD senang deeeehhhhh >,< Ini dia nih tampilan love notesnya hehe..

nah dari love notes yang banyak itu, ada beberapa banyak nih yang berkesan buat gw.. Semuanya sih sangat berkesan tapi beberapa yang ini unik dan langsung menarik perhatian hehe

happy birthday mummy! :*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! 

WE LOVE YOU :*

chicken satay! So yummy :9

halo halo.. Apa kabar? baik-baik saja? haha

Jadinya hari ini gw abis packing buat besok mau TFT MAPLE yeaayyy :D Nah, pas siap-siapin barang ternyata ada tukang sate lagi nongkrong di depan rumah.. Alhasil gw beli deh walaupun jam sudah menunjukkan jam 9 malam! Haha.. Satenya lumayan lah.. Seporsi 9000 doang tapi karena minta lontong harganya jadi 10ribu -__- baiklah abang sate! Inilah tampilannya :D Jeng jeng jeng jeng!

Oia by the way, fotonya udah dikasih efek bright pake photoscape jadi terlihat lebih bercahaya! ahahaha *apa sih* Satenya itu ada 10 tusuk.. Lumayan sih enak, kalo diitung isinya satu tusuk itu ada 2 daging dan 1 lemak yang berada di antara kedua daging tersebut *info gak penting* haha.. Karena udah dibeli mau bernarsis ria sebentar ah sama si sate >_<

Setelah abis dimakan alhasil beginilah penampakan piring gw :D

Kenyaaaanggg dan enaakkkk :9

Still missing you..

1 week! Satu minggu juga.. Masih kangen banget sama kamu tembem.. Walaupun kita sempet beberapa kali ngobrol setelah pisah tapi tetep aja masih kangen :'( waktu kamu bilang: "of course. I miss talking with you." Aaahhh itu rasanya seneng banget!! Seneng banget karena seenggaknya kamu masih sedikit kangen sama aku..

Sekarang obrolan kita makin garing gak sih? :( 

Aku berusaha buat ngilangin rasa sayang ini sama kamu tembem.. tapi gabisa :( entah kenapa.. huhu..Mungkin kamu udah bisa ngilangin rasa itu ya? Wah cepet banget.. Two claps deh buat kamu :')

Kata temen-temen minggu pertama emang sulit buat dilewatin.. Iya sih berasa banget.. Rasanya susah buat ngilangin gatelnya tangan buat mulai sms kamu duluan.. Walaupun akhirnya tetep aja masih sms cuma buat sekadar bilang "Good morning! Have a great day! ^.^" Gak salah kan ya? :(

Still missing you, chubby boy...

Remember My Sweet Moments

Will you remember our sweet moments
And cherished them the way I do
How we spent our special moment together
How we used to share it all

Will you remember me the way
I remember you, will you be the same
The last time i saw you, you are the sweetest

Every moment with you is the sweetest one

Leaving on a jet plane-chantal kreviazuk

I'm ... I'm ...

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

I'm ...

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

But I'm leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
(Leaving) On a jet plan

Remember the sweet moments

stay with me. i'm so lonely.

I MISS YOU BADLY, 

TONY DAT NGUYEN.

i don't think i can get over it :'(

Hari ini hari ketiga.. Apa ya rasanya? I don't think I can get over it.. 

Kangen banget sama dia :'( I miss you badly Ton.. :(((

Tiga hari tanpa ngobrol itu susah banget rasanya.. Kangen bangetttttttttttttt.. Jadi jam 6 kurang 15 gw sms dia karena pasti dia belom tidur.. Masih jam 9 kurang 15 disana.. Gw sms gini : Hey.. Are u busy Ton? Can u come online? Gw gatau apakah sms gw bakalan dibales apa gak saat itu.. Yang gw lakuin adalah megangin hp dan liatin layarnya.. Bego ya? Berharap banget smsnya dibales sama dia.. DAN TERNYATA DIBALES!!! Seneng deh.. Seneng bangeeeettttttttt.. Dapet sms dari dia abis putus itu rasanya kayak dapet IP 4 di kampus.. *lebay* Dia cuma bilang : Not at the moment. Why?

Singkat padat jelas kan ya.. Akhirnya gw bales lah.. gw cuma jawab:

I miss to talk to you.. That's all.. Well I miss you actually :(

Bodoh yaaaaaaaaaa kenapa pake pura-pura segala di depan sms itu.. kenapa??? 

Because I'm trying to pretending that I'm okay..

I'm trying to pretending that I'm a tough one..

Tapi kenyataannya enggak :'(

terus balesannya dia cuma gini : Aww im not in the mood to talk at the moment. Really tired, and rained on.

Oh God! Itu rasanya kayak dijatohin batu ratusan kilogram *lebay juga sih tapi emang gitu :'(

Yasudahlah gw gak bisa maksa dia juga secara gw bukan siapa2nya dia lagi :'(

Jadi cuma gw bales gini: Ohh okay.. Sorry for disturbing.. Then have a nice rest and put ur jacket on..

Tampaknya gw mengganggu dia deh dengan memulai sms dia duluan.. Wish I'm not ruin his night..

Karena dia mungkin masih sakit jadi gw ga pengen dia tambah sakit :( Makanya gw bales gitu.. Semoga sih dia gak salah mengerti.. I wish.. :(

Gw pikir dia gak akan bales sms gw lagi.. Tapi ternyata dibales.. Dia bales gini:

No worries. You should look after yourself to!

AH MEN! Gw nangis baca sms itu.. Langsung nangis kejer :'( Kenapa dia masih perhatian kayak gitu? :( Bikin gw makin kangen tau gak.. Aku kangen kamu tembem! :(

Akhirnya gw cuma bales: I'm fine. Thanks for caring me.. Have a good night. :)

Itu emot senyum di akhir sms sebenernya maksa banget.. yah seenggaknya gw tersenyum karna bisa smsan walaupun cuma sedikit.. 

I don't think I can get over it....... But I wish I can.. Someday maybe? Who knows..

Healing Incantation-mandy moore

Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine

Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine

What once was mine

when you're gone-avril lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it okay
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it okay
I miss you

.

It’s not easy to forget someone. (I won't forget you for sure)
It’s not easy to move on after a breakup. (And it's totally right)
It’s not easy for you, and it won’t be easy for them.
Even though they may look like they are calm and don’t care on the outside...
The truth is they are probably hurting as much as you are from the inside. (Maybe.. Do you feel that? Hmm)

girl's day out! - Magnum Cafe

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Senang! Akhirnya bisa jalan-jalan juga sama anak-anak gila psikologi.. Walaupun gak lengkap dan cuma bareng karina sama nteppo, tapi kita senang kok hari ini :) Setidaknya punya kegiatan untuk menghindari ancaman galau kalo cuma di rumah doang T^T hahaha

Nah jadinya hari ini kita ke GI deh! Abis ambil KHS yang tadi udah gw bahas, kita berjalanlah buat beli tiket transjakarta dan lanjut jalan ke GI.. Sampe sana ke Magnum Cafe.. Haha seru deeehhhh.. Kita mesen yang banana chocolate fondue :9 Itu enak banget! Isinya ada 3 es krim magnum beserta dengan pisang dan strawberry ditambah dengan chocolate fondue nya.. Karena makannya ber3 jadinya patungannya ga terlalu mahal! AHAHAHA ini dia nih tampilannya pesenan kita :)

Enyak ya kelihatannya? Bukan kelihatannya sih tapi emang beneran enak! Haha.. akhirnya kita menyantap makanan itu dengan lahap :P Oia tapi ada sedikit kegiatan iseng kita sih.. Apa yang kita lakukan? Kita menggambar-gambar es krimnya dengan bentuk muka! Hoho.. Terus ditambah dengan inisial-inisial sesuatu.. Kalo punya gw yang coklat dengan inisial T, punya Nteppo yang putih dengan inisial PS sementara si karina yang putih dengan '?' hahaha tadinya kita suruh huruf D tapi dianya gamau :P Ini dia nih hasil kerjaan kita :D

Eh eh selain bikin gambar muka di es krim, gw sama Nteppo juga iseng nulis-nulis nama di piring.. Gw memilih buat menulis nama Tony di piring dan inilah penampakan fotonya :D

By the way ada cerita sedikit loh dari foto di atas.. Jadi setelah foto-foto dengan piring-piring bernama itu, si mbak-mbak pelayannya dateng buat sedikit merapikan meja kita yang berantakan dengan coklat dimana-mana.. Nah terus tiba-tiba mbak-mbaknya bilang gini:

Mbak Magnum: Wah siapa tuh Tony,mbak?Pacarnya ya?

Gw : JLEB! *cuma bisa senyum-senyum sama mbaknya*

Karina-Nteppo : hahaha *mentertawakan gw dengan puas*

Ga lucu ya? haha tapi itu jleb banget buat saya mbaaaaaaakkkkk :'(

Oia karena es krimnya udah abis.. akhirnya kita mesen lagi eskrimnya :P Tapi mesen yang kemasan doang sih yang kedua kali hohoho 3 batang es krim Magnum Almond! Itu enak banget :9 Oia nih liat deh foto before dan afternya dari es krim pesenan kita.. Agak hancur! haha

Hari ini pokoknya senang deh! Merasa hari berjalan cukup cepat tanpa harus nangis-nangis di kamar hahah oia ini beberapa foto hasil senang-senang di Magnum Cafe :)

 

THANK YOU FOR TODAY GALS! :D

KHS-an

Yey! 19 Juli! KHS-an! haha walaupun udah tau mau kayak apa itu hasil KHS tapi ya tetep lah deg-deg-an.. Jadi sebetulnya gw baru tidur jam setengah 4 pagi padahal mau ke kampus buat ambil KHS berangkat jam 5.. Kenapa tidur jam setengan 4 pagi? karena NANGIS! Haduhh bener-bener deh.. Baru dua hari putus tapi rasanya sulit bangeeetttt :(((( dikit-dikit nangis, dikit-dikit nangis.. Tapi ya seperti yang sudah dikatakan beberapa temen gw, awalnya pasti susah.. Jadi berusaha menjalani lah..

 

Yasudah lah.. Lanjut!

hahahah Jadinya gw ke kampus dengan kondisi masih sangat ngantuk walaupun udah tidur di mobil.. Nah pas udah jam 8 langsung deh ke bagian pendaftaran buat ambil KHSnya.. Akhirnya cukup senang juga dengan KHS yang diperoleh.. Ini dia nih penampakannya KHS..

Terus abis di zoom bentuknya bakalan menunjukkan nilai IP! Haha nah jadinya IPK gw cuma 3,45 dimana hanya kurang 0,05 lagi buat dapet diskon! T^T huhu pokoknya semester depan mesti lah dapet potongan beasiswa eheheh :3

AAAAAAAAAAAAA gambarnya jelek yaaa :( bete dehhh ini kamera hp gw cuma 2 megapixel sih huhu :( oia ternyata di dalam map gw ada kayak sertifikat penghargaan gitu dari atma! Wii keren! Jadi kayanya kalo dapet IP di atas 3,5 bisa dapet piagam perghargaan gitu deh! Ihh seru :)

Haha pokoknya hari ini lumayan senang dengan hasil KHS! :)

better that we break-maroon 5

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not okay
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say

You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears

It disappears

It’s not right, not okay
Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough

They’ve knocked you down and beat you up

But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not okay
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, not okay

Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby

being random

Sebenarnya hal ini adalah hal kecil.. Mungkin ga terlalu penting untuk diposting bagi kalian.. Tapi ini penting, setidaknya buat gw.. Jadi ini adalah tentang halaman "about me" yang ada di blog gw.. Seiring dengan selesainya hubungan yang saya jalani.. Sepertinya hal ini perlu buat diketahui biar gajadi masalah.. :)

So, it's before:

And it's after:

Ga penting ya? Well, ini penting.. Sekali lagi.. Setidaknya buat gw.. :)

The End

Buat apa mempertahankan sesuatu yang gak mungkin dipertahankan?

Rasanya sakit. Sakit banget.
Disaat lo berjuang keras untuk mempertahankan hubungan sementara pasangan lo sama sekali ga berusaha untuk mempertahankan hubungan itu..
Sakit banget..
Dan itu yang gw rasain..

Gw sempet coba untuk bertahan, karena gw yakin banget saat itu untuk mempertahankan hubungan ini..
Terlalu yakin mungkin..
Dan segala sesuatu yang berlebihan itu gak baik..
Mungkin gw terlalu berlebihan menyayangi dia..
Mungkin gw terlalu berlebihan berusaha mempertahankan dia..
Mungkin gw terlalu berlebihan perhatian sama dia..
Mungkin gw terlalu berlebihan..
Ngasih semua hati gw buat dia..
Dan sekarang, saat hati itu hancur, gw mesti mengais serpihannya..
Sendirian.
Tanpa sedikitpun bantuan dari dia..

He is not a jerk..

Seenggaknya dia udah bikin gw buat belajar..
Belajar lagi gimana susahnya membuat komitmen..
Belajar gimana rasanya kembali mencintai setelah gw disakiti..
Belajar untuk tidak menjaga seseorang sekeras yang gw bisa..
Belajar untuk sayang sama diri gw sendiri..

This better to have loved and lost then have never to loved at all

Bener banget ya? Seenggaknya gw udah belajar ngerasain rasanya dicintai seseorang..
Belajar juga untuk melepaskan seseorang..
Dan setidaknya..
Gw pernah dicintai..

Love is like sands in the hand..

The more you keep it, the more you lose it..

Dan mungkin sekarang saatnya gw melepaskan..
Mungkin memang sangat sakit di awalnya..
Tapi kalo ini yang terbaik, buat gw ataupun dia..
Ya sudahlah..

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